Everything in me aches
The flesh my prison
pain the guard
Joy, hope , Triumph , all treated like unwanted visitors
You’d give no wonder as to why life tastes so bitter
The regrets, the sorrows all a part of a song life follows
They grab hold of me, pushing me down into a pit
Only sadness to keep me company
Finally silence though it’s effects quite deafening
Voices in my head now roam free and they torture me.
Need a solace
All this darkness shadows my life
No sign of light, just these dark clouds covering me up
Turn every corner no one to turn to but then you appear
My creator, my salvation, how couldn’t I see
You had all the answers to my problems
And I didn’t even consider you,
You watched me look for every other solution but you
And yet you still treasured me
Overlooked, foreshadowed, I chased after wind hoping I’d find some sort of closure
Now that I got closure , I want your exposure
No more stories of past glory
A season to write new history
Superstars added, a dream rediscovered
The theatre lit again
An old heroe returned to grace it once more
The fairytale beginning to build again
Joy and wonder filling up the masses at old Trafford
Viva Ronaldo , the crowds could sing once more
Beat Leeds 5-1, Oh joy what a triumph
Slipped against Everton
A loss to Villa, Oh boy did the old cracks begin to show again.
Lost by 5 to pool
Looks like the horrors and nightmares never left
A harsh reminder, not all that glitters is gold
Oh woe , a loss to City
Ole out! The chants became louder and louder
A slip to Watford did that justice
A legend sacked, Time for something new, a rebuild.
A professor, God father, his praises sung
Many thought he could be a Messiah
Glimpses against Palace of a light at the end of the dark tunnel
but that dwindled as the weeks moved past, dreariness and sadness all over the fabled “Theatre of dreams”
Glory Glory Man United seemed like a myth, a thought quite distant
But Alas not all was lost
A hat trick against spurs , some hope after all. A flash in tg
A feeling quite strange
She consumes me like a rage
Not knowing what she is
I get this urge to embrace her not wanting to ever lose her presence
Lord never let this fade away even if it might just be a memory
Her eyes lit like a jade, before I felt dead
Now come alive, I feel nurtured by her presence
Like a florist tending to a precious rose, her words take me and help me grow inside
This comfort I pray never leaves
I think about her name and my world stands still
This feeling is like no other before at all
This is simply beauty in its purest
Am I awake or dreaming
All I know this is all thrilling
A year like no other
Highs and lows interceding at every chance
Strange the theme and excitement it’s song
Lots to remember and sadly lots to forget
One moment plunging us to an abyss so dark and uncertain
The next lifting us to a hill of ecstasy and joy
On which we crumbled back to the bottom
Topsy Turvy we rolled on
A lot lost and gained but surely a lot learned too
Often finding myself at your lows, darkness defining my person
Pushed through it all to be back at a high
A year with tons of mystery
But surely it will go down in history
As of recent the results haven’t been to good for OGS, people may call those losing hope rash but they are in someway justified I hope they feel and I will explain this in the article.
Lack of style of play : The team relies too much on good patches during matches rather than consistent team work. It seems many of the underperforming players hide behind the ones pulling the team out like Bruno and Cristiano
Favoritism to certain player:During Ole’s tenure, there has been a myth that he gives youth a chance but that is not that case. He consistently puts the same underperforming Xi when results aren’t working, he hence leaves many without game time like Donny Van De Beek and the latest victim Jadon Sancho
It seems OGS always has a mistake I him :One of the biggest is probably handing the armband over to Harry Maguire who clearly lacks leadership skills and his current exploits this season makes one wonder if he even deserves to be on our bench. Ole has also made key mistakes like rushing players from injuries, poor substitution, lack of rotation which has led to exhaustion of some players.
We as humans feel pain at some point in life. It is debilitating and agonising to come short at something you love but you must just get up. For example, two weeks ago, my favorite team was thumped and i felt like my whole world felt so dark, in these dark times we live in, we all have something that helps us cope and if that something is taken away, everything seems bleak.
But that feeling of bleakness is only temporary when handled well. We must remember that pain us only a learning experience and not a permanent situation. We might never know where the pain comes from but we do know to manage it and not let it manage you
If you let it manage you, it will manifest into fears, regret and doubt. Emotions you don’t want around you. Over the past year, I have felt these, I begun to doubt my future and regret my past but i found a coping mechanism in my writing and i’m glad glad did. I found my passion and I won’t look back. The pain helped me look deep into myself. Maybe all we need is an inner look.
Depression devours you like a ravenous beast always wanting more. It sticks like a parasite but how do I abandon it. Sometimes it is so addictive that I reminisce about past pain when in times of joy, it is hard to trust what is rare or strange to you. Like the saying goes better the devil you know than the one you don’t
Feasting on weakness and insecurities, it disembowels you like a fearless dive into an abyss of nothingness, it preys on uncertainty but with life everything is an uncertainty like what is life?
How are we sure what we are experiencing is life. What if we begin to live when we die, What is life and Abstract thought or a holographic figment of our imagination? The answer we are not sure. Maybe this is the reason we find it hard to fight off the beast that preys on uncertainty.
Blood courses through our veins
cool as you like it
Red hot as our support for the mighty Reds
The passion and desire burns like a fire inextinguishable
We Dread when we lose
Celebrate when we win
Despite the drama, our hearts beat stronger than the loudest drums for the best team in the World.
Glory Glory Man United
And hopefully soon we will sing Glory Glory the Champions of Europe and England.
DeGea: Obviously , He is on top form this season, making lots of crucial stops, Dropping him this weekend seems illogical.
AWB: Our best defensive right back and Despite competition from Dalot. He has been in better form and Ole is a bit hesistant when it comes to Rotation.
Maguire, Lindelof and Luke Shaw are pretty much certain starters when fit and I doubt Ole would change this at all.
Pogba and Fred/McTominay: Since Pogba was rested in The Champions League , it may be an indication by the Manager that he will start,and the other two need no explanation for they’re pretty much Soljaskaer’s poster boys😂😂😂
Bruno, Rashford, Ronaldo and Greenwood Will give United a fantastic outlet in Attack and this weekend’s game could be a goal fest for both sides consider United’s slight defensive frailities.
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